I was really upset, when i thought the timing was okay, i was proven wrong. Sial lah jai -.-'.But, thank God, the main thing is i did it by hook or by crook. I didnt get enough sleep thinking about the 'what if'. I swore to myself to always lower my ego in every situation. I asked for this, so its my role to play. He did 3 years, lets try 10 years. If anything happens, i wouldnt let this go without a fight.